vongolaprimo why do u have a 2nd sn now?
eytang8@yahoo.com 'cause Dzenan suggested it
vongolaprimo oh.
vongolaprimo hm.
vongolaprimo So dood
eytang8@yahoo.com Anyways, what happened?
vongolaprimo Apparently, u were really surprised when I got asked out huh??
eytang8@yahoo.com YES
vongolaprimo It was like a burn to me or something?/
eytang8@yahoo.com I'm just like "what"
vongolaprimo Like u think I'm too ugly to be asked out?
eytang8@yahoo.com It's nothing like that
eytang8@yahoo.com I'm kinda envious
vongolaprimo lol that's what Adam and Amir are saying
eytang8@yahoo.com and surprised
vongolaprimo oh
vongolaprimo well..
eytang8@yahoo.com But it's better for Adam and Amir to think that
vongolaprimo I didn't want to leave it at that..so I had to tell her...
vongolaprimo she's not u know..
vongolaprimo all I said
vongolaprimo was
vongolaprimo I'm sorry..I didn't expect it like this.. I don't like u that way, I'm sorry..I only think of u as a friend..
eytang8@yahoo.com mm...
vongolaprimo so yeah..
vongolaprimo well I said more than that
vongolaprimo but if u cut short
vongolaprimo that's what it all means
eytang8@yahoo.com But that's basically what it was, right?
eytang8@yahoo.com mm...
vongolaprimo yeah
vongolaprimo but I feel really really fucked up though..
eytang8@yahoo.com You were honest
vongolaprimo I didn't want to hurt the poor girl's feelings..
eytang8@yahoo.com I guess it was the right choice
eytang8@yahoo.com You're probably hurting her less this way...
vongolaprimo I guess..
vongolaprimo but now we could probably never be friends again...ugh I hate that!! =/
eytang8@yahoo.com It seems like it could be awkward...
vongolaprimo sigh...
vongolaprimo that's because they think that way..
vongolaprimo if only we could forget about it..
vongolaprimo ...Why did u tell Mitchell?
eytang8@yahoo.com Was I... not supposed to?
eytang8@yahoo.com I'm sorry
vongolaprimo no...
vongolaprimo well
vongolaprimo it's too late now
vongolaprimo but whatever, it's ok
eytang8@yahoo.com I'm really sorry
eytang8@yahoo.com I feel like a moron\
vongolaprimo It's ok dood, too late now. Just don't do it next time..if there is a next time..
eytang8@yahoo.com fuck...
vongolaprimo it's ok dood
vongolaprimo don't worry bout it lol
eytang8@yahoo.com ...
eytang8@yahoo.com thank you...
eytang8@yahoo.com I won't do anything like this again...
vongolaprimo It's cool, dood.
vongolaprimo Shit..
vongolaprimo it's not the same..
vongolaprimo So doood..
vongolaprimo I should've sent u the harvestpool
vongolaprimo convo yesterday..
vongolaprimo because..
vongolaprimo doing them now
vongolaprimo makes me feel like an asshole..
vongolaprimo cuz he talked about the girl that I like..so yeah..
eytang8@yahoo.com I'm back
eytang8@yahoo.com so anyways, what happened with the Harvestpool convo?
vongolaprimo we talked about the girl I like
eytang8@yahoo.com mmmhmm
vongolaprimo and like what to do..
eytang8@yahoo.com and did you get some sage advice?
vongolaprimo ...
vongolaprimo Yeah..but now that this happened..
vongolaprimo I don't feel like
vongolaprimo liking anyone anymore
vongolaprimo it's soo fucked up..
eytang8@yahoo.com I kinda see
eytang8@yahoo.com it'd be painful to see your friend going out with the person you like
vongolaprimo not that
vongolaprimo I'd feel guilty
vongolaprimo if I were trying to get with some chick
vongolaprimo that's friends with the chick
vongolaprimo that asks me out
eytang8@yahoo.com yeah
vongolaprimo *ask
eytang8@yahoo.com that's kinda what I was trying to say
vongolaprimo yeah..I guess..
eytang8@yahoo.com that's tough...
vongolaprimo I feel like an asshole..
vongolaprimo and..
vongolaprimo arrgh
eytang8@yahoo.com yeah...
eytang8@yahoo.com What're you gonna do about it, then?
vongolaprimo Nothing, because I can't do anything bout it anymore.
eytang8@yahoo.com mm...
vongolaprimo Now I know what it feels like to reject someone..
vongolaprimo I thought that
vongolaprimo ppl wouldn't care
vongolaprimo most of the time..
vongolaprimo I guess rejecting someone is pretty hard too
eytang8@yahoo.com You're a really nice person...
eytang8@yahoo.com it's tough for good people to do something like that
vongolaprimo Oh...
vongolaprimo ...
vongolaprimo I guess..
eytang8@yahoo.com emotions are so messy
vongolaprimo yeah they are..
eytang8@yahoo.com why can't stuff just make sense...
vongolaprimo I don't know..
eytang8@yahoo.com I think I'll stop trying to make sense
vongolaprimo I don't know...I'm just gonna stop trying.
eytang8@yahoo.com Ugh, no one is getting what they want...
vongolaprimo whatever, I'm tired of it..
vongolaprimo So...what's up?
eytang8@yahoo.com not really anything
vongolaprimo I see..
vongolaprimo hey what's with ur status earlier? >_>
vongolaprimo Stop being emo
vongolaprimo lol
eytang8@yahoo.com Naw
vongolaprimo ?
vongolaprimo did u just say no
eytang8@yahoo.com Yeah, I said no
eytang8@yahoo.com well, actually "naw"
vongolaprimo u don't wanna stop being emo? lol
eytang8@yahoo.com I'm not even being emo, though
vongolaprimo oh
vongolaprimo nvm then lol
eytang8@yahoo.com just chillin'
vongolaprimo hm alright...
vongolaprimo stop being negative now lol
eytang8@yahoo.com Not negative, just honest
vongolaprimo Hm..
vongolaprimo I guess so..